Creativity Is My Therapy

Have you ever woken up in the morning, immediately questioning your purpose in life?

Looking out of my window, I observe that the sun is having difficulty smiling today…intermittent cloud threatens to mask the smile we all know and love…I’m in search of the silver lining..and it’s as I make this observation, I find myself once again questioning my purpose and making parallels of my life to the weather.

Thinking long and hard, I believe that I know what my purpose is, I just don’t know the full extent of it or the directions I will take in order to achieve it. I guess, this is where faith comes in…I believe, trust me, I believe, but this journey that I’m on is long and difficult. I am fatigued and when I take time to think about it, I haven’t been on the road for very long, so how is this possible?

I’ve encountered a few obstacles this year, in fact, the past year and a half has been one continuous obstacle, but I remain optimistic, clinging onto the philosophy of ‘the appointed time’…everything has it’s season and all that…lol!

I sense a shift beginning to take place, I’m so close to the breakthrough, I can smell it! Relationships have altered for both good and bad, I’m unaware of why exactly things have happened the way they have, but I know that eventually, all will be revealed…or maybe not all, because some things happen in life and we just don’t know why, but some things will be revealed.

I’m intrigued…

I continue to hold on to my personal philosophy…’colour beyond the lines’…I like to consider myself as being somewhat of an individualist. I don’t want to limit myself to the lines and borders. There’s so much out there that I want..no, HAVE to achieve…creativity is my therapy!